A good way to look at things.

A good way to look at things.

I didn’t know love could hurt this way. -Barcelona  (at Fine Line Music Cafe)

I didn’t know love could hurt this way. -Barcelona (at Fine Line Music Cafe)

Rock Bottom.

Rock Bottom.

“I give much more than I ever ask for.” -#Keane  (at First Avenue)

“I give much more than I ever ask for.” -#Keane (at First Avenue)

Walk The Moon (at Fine Line Music Cafe)

Walk The Moon (at Fine Line Music Cafe)

Go IRISH!  (at Mariucci Arena)

Go IRISH! (at Mariucci Arena)

100 Days of Gratefulness

Saturday, I hit a personal milestone in my journey to lead a more healthy and happy life. While reflecting over the last 100 Days, I couldn’t help to realize how grateful I have become for so many things that I took advantage of before this journey started.

I am grateful for…

  1. The roof over my head.
  2. A comfortable bed to sleep in.
  3. A warm shower each morning.
  4. Having ample choices for food every day.
  5. Hope.
  6. Being able to run my own business.
  7. A part time job that lets me do what I love.
  8. Learning to find balance in all that I do.
  9. Rediscovering my relationship with God.
  10. Forgiveness.
  11. Grandma JoAnn.
  12. Momma Jill.
  13. Poppa Bill.
  14. My little brother for standing up for me and my needs.
  15. Courage.
  16. Alli’s words of wisdom, text messages and love.
  17. Rachel’s friendship and dropping everything to hang with me when I got out of the hospital.
  18. Jordan’s friendship and generosity.
  19. My therapist.
  20. Al guiding me through Round 1.
  21. Daryl guiding me through Round 2.
  22. Linn’s intensity and brutal honesty.
  23. Learning to take things one day at a time.
  24. Recovery.
  25. Having good health insurance.
  26. Anne’s friendship over the last 8 years.
  27. Freedom.
  28. Casie and her desire for fancy hot chocolate and great conversation.
  29. The amazing dinner with Ashley at Cheesecake Factory and her friendship.
  30. Raspberry Hot Chocolate.
  31. Kjell and his ability to understand exactly what I’ve been through.
  32. Ian’s random phone calls from Canada.
  33. Kelsey - no words can describe our friendship.
  34. Christmas movies.
  35. The realization it is about progress not perfection.
  36. Tami giving me a great opportunity.
  37. Megan asking the tough questions and being a place of safety.
  38. Serenity.
  39. A closet full of clothes.
  40. A car that runs.
  41. Joe & Juanita opening their home to me.
  42. My concert soulmate, Melissa.
  43. Having so many great years with Otis.
  44. True friends.
  45. Good health.
  46. Meetings.
  47. A total stranger giving me words of encouragement.
  48. Aunt Janet.
  49. My Strength.
  50. A large family.
  51. Daily prayer and meditation.
  52. Johnny being a pillar of strength and grace.
  53. Pat asking if it was a temporary break or permanent break.
  54. Laughter.
  55. True Smiles.
  56. Bill & Bob.
  57. Aunt Pam asking me to lean on her.
  58. Kathy for reaching out.
  59. Learning I don’t have to take care of everyone.
  60. Knowing when it’s right to put me first.
  61. Rachel’s love of Brat Pack and people watching.
  62. Travis and “WOOP.”
  63. Remembering what feeling self worth is like.
  64. The ladies and gentleman in class.
  65. Asking for help.
  66. Acknowledging triggers.
  67. Wisdom.
  68. Letting go.
  69. Willingness.
  70. Humility.
  71. Having empathy.
  72. Compassion.
  73. Commitment to my recovery.
  74. Re-discovering my authentic self.
  75. Everyone who listened without judgement.
  76. Love.
  77. Emily {the little sister I never had}.
  78. Hockey.
  79. Snowfall.
  80. Making amends.
  81. Being able to make good decisions.
  82. Words of encouragement.
  83. Diet Ginger Ale.
  84. The cabin.
  85. Chris and Liz for never judging.
  86. Being able to be still.
  87. Learning Self Care.
  88. Fear.
  89. Learning a new way of life.
  90. Knowing I will remain a pickle and can’t go back to cucumber status.
  91. Starting new traditions.
  92. Recognizing the garbage.
  93. My wise mind.
  94. Owning my mistakes.
  95. Long summer days.
  96. Christmas lights.
  97. The hippopotamus song.
  98. Concerts and live music.
  99. Long road trips.
  100. Random, weird but very true clichés.
These guys can rock. Amazing show by @motioncitysoundtrack! (at Varsity Theater & Cafe des Artistes)

These guys can rock. Amazing show by @motioncitysoundtrack! (at Varsity Theater & Cafe des Artistes)

@jukeboxtheghost #pmki  (at Varsity Theater & Cafe des Artistes)

@jukeboxtheghost #pmki (at Varsity Theater & Cafe des Artistes)

@nownowband opening for MCS at Varsity Theater.

@nownowband opening for MCS at Varsity Theater.